Well it's been 9 months since that awful phone call, when I realized that my sweetheart was taken from me. I recall it in my head often and still can't believe it's real. I ask myself over and over..."why you?" You were a hard worker, a great father and provider. You would of gave me the stars if I wanted. I realize that you were only lent to us, but how unfair for me to be left with 3 boys to raise by myself. Our sons were 3 weeks, 7 and 10 years old, they still need there daddy. How can I do this by myself? I ask for all your support and guidance and please Rich...guide me in the right direction....I can't do this alone. I love you with all my heart and miss you terribly...I hope you continue to watch over us and protect us....I will always love you..........Your forever loving wife, Beth