Mom, I can't believe it's been 9 years that you've been gone. I still need you sometimes especially when the going get's tough. But I go out to the cemetary and talk to you. I wish you could see your grandkids. Jessie is the spitting image of you especially when she dye's her hair red. You always said you hoped I would have one just like me. Well guess what? As you can see I sure do! Infact I have 2 of them. I know you're up there laughing at me. I miss you so much, mom. I guess a girl will always need her mom. Everytime we go through the park Tosh and Johnny tell me how you always took them there to eat their McDonalds. That must be their favorite memory of you. Jessie is always cleaning up your grave. She doesn't like it to be dirty. Mother's Day is still hard for me, guess it always will be. I love you mom. And I miss you. Love, Suzi