To my buddy Justine: We have gone almost 9 months without you, and it has been the hardest 9 months I have ever had to deal with in my life. I still remember the day they found your body. September 18th 2003. Your boyfriend and his roomate arrested for murder. I couldn't believe it and I still don't want to. I miss you so much and everyone else does too. You won't be there for my high school graduation, and on that day, Colfax will remember one other person that is graduating with us even though you won't be there. I remember going to your funeral like it was yesterday.There was so many pink flowers and someone even made a flower arrangment that looked like cherries. That was the hardest thing I will ever have to do. I have tried so hard to tell myself that your gone but it just doesn't make sense. I wish that we could hang out for one last time. My brother misses you too. He says you were a cool girl and that he loved to chill with you. everyone misses you so much and we all want you to know we love you. I have spent so many sleepless nights wondering what happened on September 2 and then I find out bits and pieces on September 18. I have been to almost all of the arraingments for Danny and Brandon. And don't worry, we will get justice for you. We love you more then words can express and I will see you up in heaven. Make sure you save me a good seat...hey maybe they have target up there! I love you baby doll. I will see you soon. Love Always and Forever, Carly "c-dub" Gutshall