" Pops" Dad, I don't understand why you had to go. I don't think I ever will.Theres so much left un-said, like how much I love you. How much I still need you here.What I would give to have just one more hug. Theres a country song by Diamod Rio called "One more day" From this song is what I wish: ( in some of my own words) If I could have one wish granted, it would be one more day , one more time one more sunset maybe i'd be satified, but i know id be wishing for one more day all the time. The song makes me cry every time I hear it, because I miss you so much. Sometimes at nite I lay in bed and my eyes are closed i try to see you. I guess I am desperatly hoping you would come to me to tell me what happened to you. I do not believe what the autopsy said. Things dont add up. I was blessed to have you in my life even though it was for such a short time. Buy then again forever isn't enough time to have some one as special as you in my life.I feel so empty, so lost without you. I know you are up in heaven with all of our loved ones , telling those jokes you loved to tell so much.My husband's mom Elaine T Coviello is there with you too, the cancer toook her from us on October 1,2001,go eaay on her with those jokes!Give her a big hug from Daine and me. God must have needed a good joke teller, thats the only reason as to why you were taken from us. Give Grammy and granda a hug and kiss for me. I love you and miss you more , forever your girl Tina Marie And the other 8 daughters you have & the 3 sons well all love you