Jimmy, I was only 15 years old when I met you and I fell in love with you then. We had such an adventurous life together. I wouldn't change it for anything in the world. We loved each other for so long and so much. We grew up together and we grew away from each other. And that was okay. We have 3 beautiful children together. Tosha has your heart, Johnny has your looks, actions and attitude. Jessica has your soft side and at the same time your "I don't take stuff from anyone" side. I wouldn't trade those years or our kids for anything. We're going to be grandparent's now. I wish so much you could be here for that. But I know you're watching out for the baby right now. Please keep him/her safe. That baby will know all about his Grandpa we will all tell the baby about you. You're suppose to be here for this event, I know in my heart you are. I love you Jimmy, I always will. You're my favorite Polock!! I know when all the star's are out, it's really YOU watching over us. Not a day goes by that we don't think about you or talk about you. Richie is so very good to your kid's, he love's them like they are his own. He doesn't try to take your place, he just love's them. So watch over the baby and keep him safe. And remember WE love you and miss you so much. And Thank you for loving me. I MISS YOU! Love, Your favorite Dago, SUZI