Sometimes when i look in the mirrow, i see my little brother 'Freddie'. I think about him often and i always think of how i always tried to stear him in the right direction. Sometimes he listened and sometimes he didnt but it never stopped me from trying. I also think about all the good times. the times that we laughed and played together as kids. We grew up pretty close to one another. I know he's still here with the rest of the family that are still down here. But most importantly i know he's up above with the rest of our family that have takin that journey too. So when i think of 'Freddie' i don't cry as much, because i know what he would say. 'What are you crying for? I'm as alive today than you were on August 5, 1977. I also know that one day we'll be right back by each others side when i get the blessing of going to the place where there is no more worry, no more pain, and neverending happiness. I miss you little brother, but i'd rather you be in a place where you can rest, than down here with the rest of us, going through the pains that we continue to go through. it gives my soul peace that my little brother is in the best hands that he can be in. You're in my eyes, my face, my soul, my heart, and my thoughts everyday. So little brother. I know all of the things that i hold fondly, and dont hold onto all the things that will put a damper on those memories. One thing about the both of us though is that neither of us ever liked to be down. We never wanted the bad times to take hold of us and let it bother us. we'd rather be concerned about making the best of the situation. So little brother. i only smile a lot, and get good feelings inside when i think of you now. Its hard not to smile when there are so many things about you, and so many ways about you that touched a lot of people. And when we're together again in eternal life. All the memeories will be as fresh as they are today. Save a place for me on your right little brother. Because one day rather it be sooner or later, im gonna be lookin for that seat. And until then, i'll keep you here close to my heart