My Dearest Kathy, Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. I only wish I would have appreciated our friendship more befor you were gone. All of our memories will be forever treasured within my heart. I will never forget all the good times at the Maid and all the laughs we had in the apartment. Spending hours on our scrap books, laughing so hard untill our stomach aches. Being there for me through all my heart aches, Jerry's death and just being the person you are. I have a lot of guilt not keeping in touch more after you moved to Florida, I guess I just thought you would always be there. The night before you died I called Randall at the hospital to have him tell you I love you. I don't believe he made it time. At your funeral I cried like I have never cried in my life. I could not believe you were gone. It was so hard because I could feel you presence so strong and I know you were right there crying with us all, cuz you could not handle seeing people cry. I tried to stay in touch with your sister and cousins after you passed away, but I had to let go. Everything reminded me of you, I felt like I had to try to move on with my life. I hope you understand and can forgive me. I think of your daughter often and as I watch my daughter grow my heart aches knowing the loss she will feel without her mommy. I only hope someday she will understand what a wonderful, loving , caring, thoughtful mommy she had. How her mommy loved her more then anything. Kath- you finally found that unconditional love, your daughter! Now I know I have my own angel that understands me completly and will always watch over me. I only wish I could have my angel here one more day. I miss you and love you Kath!! Forever your Best Friend, Jessica